Another day

I miss the warm and cozy bed

I miss the still of the silence

I miss the calm and peaceful mind

I miss the smile and laughter

I hate to remember the scene with the silent voice

I wish to get away from it, far far away

Hard to express

Hard to potray

Hard to describe

Hard to voice up

Hard to be sensible
Hard to get involved

Hard to not to be myself

It's so hard

BUT, have you tried hard enough?

Why the hell I need to be another person and can't be myself?

Start to listen to only english songs? Watch only english shows? Read only english books?

Have you learn to fly?

High enough?

(Even now its hard to get the whole sentence structured, duh!?)

30/11/08

Home

I'm staring out into the night
trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
and feeling good don't ever cost a thing
and the pain you feel's a different kind of pain

I'm going home
back to the place where I belong
and where your love is always been enough for me
I'm not running from,
no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
but these places and these faces are getting old,
so I'm going home

image courtesy of ahmadpi

Leona Lewis - Better In Time

This is a song which I like for a long time. Heard it from the radio. A hit song (I can tell) as I always heard it being played on the radio. I had been trying to search for it for quite a time but can't get it as the reason I don't know the singer for the song nor its title. I asked my friends, they don't know the singer or the title either. There is no fate between me and the song I guess. Heard the song for so many times but not even a single time the DJ mention anything about it.

But I heard this song entitle bleeding love before and guess the singer for bleeding love would probably be the same singer to sing this song cause the voice for both singers are similiar. Problem is I do not know who is the singer for bleeding love until I got the song from my friend last Saturday. Well, I got it, the singer for bleeding love is Leona Lewis, so I search from there, buffer the whole album, the line just too slow, nothing which match the song...

Until a day...another day... I heard the song again on the radio. This time, fate was kind to me. Finally, the DJ mentioned the singer name, its Leona Lewis! oh yeah! this time is for sure! (but I still don't know the song title) Back home search on latest hits chart, here it is!

LEONA LEWIS - BETTER IN TIME

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the past
I believe it
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I got it right in my laptop now.

HAPPY! =)

wondering

I wonder if something happens to me, will anybody know about it?
Housemates...nah
Colleagues...nah
Friends...nah
Families...nah

how?!

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1st trace ever!

YESH!

I have been wanting to have my own personal blog eversince...

(forget when) but I am just too lazy to type the URL>sign in>key

in those data....haha

Well,finally, here I am! I have been a hardworking girl today! lol

Hope I can have my own domain one day =)